BJay stopped by to bring me sour candy and flowers. The safe distance he kept reminded me of before we were engaged. What flatters me now is that I see how it must feel to fear the one you love. He was all teary-eyed and gloomy and it made me feel somewhat mortal. I was on this radioactive power-trip and I just realized that the people I love are worried about me. Never you fear loves! I am interned here safe and cozy in my brown slippers Crysta gave me before my first surgery and in my pink pj bottoms I bought with Piper in CA right after I found out I was pregnant with Asher. I’m feeling fine, but still sleepy after my nap so tackling the trim painting will have to wait a little bit. I have tons of reading and projects to do. I try not to think about my sweet babies because I don’t want my radioactive tears to flood the house. In the grand scheme of things, this is really just a moment. And very brief. A small price to pay for a lifetime with the people I love the most.